So there is a whole giggling thing that is common among the female staff here. One visiting medical student says that they do it when they get nervous – sometimes in front of parents whose kids are dying.
Last night, a doctor and a few nurses were giggling their butts off during class. It’s fine-ish during the postures. I laugh along to a certain extent. I want my classes to be joyful and sometimes the poses are funny. But, not going to lie to you, it bugs me during shavasana.
While having drinks with a PT from Austria, I vented a bit. She had been in the class and totally noticed, said it’s the norm. I don’t want to be annoyed by it. I can’t stand holier-than-thou yoga teachers that make you feel like you are in church. I expect a certain amount of disruption.
I think what gets me is that some people are relaxed, eyes closed, breathing and others are disturbing them, laughing away. In their defense, this is all new to them. I think more than anything it shows that I need to be more patient – as I was in Mae Sot when cell phones ringing, laughter and staff leaving the room were the rule not the exception.
My expectations are too high and my patience is too low. I’m tired. I’m learning alot (as I have been doing every day for 11 months) but pushing myself to do it.
Today’s lecture on stress management through yoga to the staff doctors was great. About say 15 of the 25 docs in the room followed along as I showed them in-chair postures, breathing exercises. I lost a few during the guided visualization but most rebounded for the short progressive muscle relaxation.
I didn’t get too much feedback but the ‘thanks’ seemed sincere. A couple stayed after to ask about specific postures for pain.
It was a great experience. I learned alot about what I am doing and what I would like to do, while preparing for it.
And there was very little giggling.